Thursday 22 September 2011

I know.... or, i don't?

I question myself, day in and day out.
Why do I do everything I prohibit myself from doing?
Why do I set rules, that I know I will break someday?
Why do I draw limits? Though I know I will cross the line, to see whats there on the other side.
Why do I pull myself back? When I intend to throw myself with double the momentum.
Is it because, I want to test myself with how far can I go without losing grip of everything I've held on for so long?
How far will I mislead me?
Is there an answer to my question, here, where I stand today, or, should I jump across my L.O.C. to know whats the best for me?